Friday, February 29, 2008

internet conkup

have been unable to get stable internet connection for 3days alr. hai. might not be able to upload my pics.. if i cant, it'll have to wait till tomorrow or someday that i have the time n everything to upload it. hai.

still trying to get over the meds. im so whinny these days lol.

some things are nt working out for me. some things are making me confused n making everything all the more complicating. maybe, i dont yet know what i really want, or what im looking for.

maybe yixin shld go to slp soon. i feel the nausea coming back.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

feeling horrible

he sent a vid to me to test out the com. smhw i cried wen i saw it.

nth has ever been d same since 10.23.07. i know there isnt anyone (nt atm) who loves me as much as u do. i know nobody (atm) will treat me as much like a princess like u do, and wont take so much effort just for me. i do know that. i also know that now, no one can read my mind better than u or understand me better than u. maybe, even i myself dont understand myself as much as you do understand me. maybe.


the meds sux. super strong. i dont know if i can take it. for a whole week i'll have to suffer like this? and 3more weeks aft tt? crap happens. n i havent been able to muster enough strength to do my report. directions say:"discontinue use if skin rashes develop" i half hope that i will develop rashes so i dont have to take the meds anymore.


highlight(s) of yesterday (in chronological order):
1) saw allan wu jogging outside botanic gardens. topless. man is he H-O-T. hes got muscles, but not too much and lean too! the super just nice n great looking kind of muscles. he's got a freakin' good bod.
2) saw 2pairs of butterflies having sex. its prolly the mating season. i just wonder: how can they have sex when they're in flight? im puzzled.
pics tomorrow (bout ydae).


do not ever. EVER take me for granted.
everything i do i will do my best. dont take it for granted. dont ever accuse me of doing otherwise.


can anyone give me an elixir for happiness?

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

tiring day(s)

these two days been real tiring. haiz. taiwan peeps came over to sg ydae afternoon so here's wat's been going on (a real short summary):

26/02/08:
met qx for lunch. met at the bus-stop in front of his house (since i needed to change bus over there anyways) and then bus-ed over to a coffeeshop near dunearn for lunch. :) oh the memories lol. can still rmb hw u cld almost nvr see a pair of white pants within the sea of blue pants and u'd almost nvr see a blue skirt within a sea of turqoise skirts lol. but yet, we always saw blue pants walkin together with turqoise skirts lol. (im sure this para will make a lot of people scratch their heads in bewilderment and confusion. but trust me, dunearn n swiss ppl shld noe wad i mean :) )

then met daddy and fg and taiwan friends (taiwan potter and wife and daughter) and ah-bu (jp friend) at bras basah. so we walked from bras basah to raffles hotel (artfolio gallery - they haf daddy's works there and daddy holds most of his solos there as well) and then to suntec cos they (tw friends) needed to buy slippers. :) then walked over to millennia tower (i think) to see some "modern sculptures" u noe, them being artists, this kind of trips (though it's supposed to be for leisure) almost always turns into an "art and culture" trip. it's like occupational hazard.

so aft that we walked over to marina square and then to The Esplanade. and then we walked over to Lau Pa Sat for dinner. ok, there is seriously no content here and it seems like we walked very little right? but it seemed like a long time lol. i mean, we walked almost non-stop from about 3.30pm to near on 8.30 pm! tts a long time for me lol. tho the net distance (a.k.a. work done in physics terms) is really not that long.

then aft i reached home (half dead - 3/4 asleep - i was nodding off on the cab and ah-bu so sweet! hahas. he kind of made a pillow out of his bag for me to slp cos he saw i was real tired. but i declined lar *of course* haiz.) i went out almost immediately (ok, 15mins later) to make a trip to cwp (woodlands for eastenders like emms) to meet M so he cld try out the com. (dont ask me abt it) n i reached hm at about 1130. haiz. yes. i was freakin' tired.

talked on the phone with J.L (no, not J. Lo - ok. bad joke - had to distinguish between this J and that J what!) for about half an hour. then went outside and talked to ah-bu for a bit (he was staying over at my place last night) so i think, i slept at about .. 2am? or later?

27/02/08 (today):
went out at about 9 to gh for my appt. ha! i was right. its nth lar. waste money. some kind of bacterial infection of my stomach and (i quote) "active chronic gastritis". bleaghs. and the doctor had to tell my mom that i cant eat those "reactive food" that will react to my "reactive gastric" e.g. (my favourites!) curry, spicy stuff, coffee, oily/fried stuff. how am i going to survive? haiz. plus, i spent about $441.84 just on medicine alone!! for today!!! haiz. thank gdness for CSC cards lol. bt i think this mth my salary wont have much alr lar. im so sad now. these two weeks, i'd have spent nearly 1.3K on medical bills lo. haiz.

anw, went to have lunch at my uncle's place!! muahahahhahahas. then went with them (the grp - very sian to type it out again - a.k.a. the taiwan ppl n dad n ah-bu n uncle eric) on a "culture exchange" or rather, "pottery exchange" trip.

(aft gg to my aunt's organic vegetable farm...) first up: the dragon kiln (one of the only two left in sg). yes the one near my sch -.-"

next up: jalan kayu - san mei kuang pottery - largest pottery materials supplier in sg.

then to pasir ris (i think. or was it tampines? aiya. somewhere out in the far east lar!) Ceramic House! the stuff there is super nice lo!!! hahahas.

and last stop: uncle eric's restaurant (searched the net: they have no website. but gt some reviews tho. can google "Chin Lee Restaurant" - bedok north, teochew restaurant) for dinner. the food, as usual, is good :) [yixin is too tired at this moment to talk more as you may have found out. super short short short summary]

and then stop over at bras basah (again) to get stuff (dad needed to collect stuff) and then to uncle's place. cos tdy's ah gong's death anniversary. haiz. so yes yixin is very very tired. esp aft taking the meds.

doctor specifically said this wk of meds will be very uncomfortable. n the med is very strong. haiz. didnt believe him. until i took the meds. then i suddenly "seh". really very very very tired aft taking the meds smhw. n stomach feels weird. haiz. maybe the med is really tt strong. dots. tdy, the doc prescribed 6 types of meds. now, i'll be a walking medicine bag. yixin is sad. yixin is tired. yixin is tired and sad. yixin dont like to take meds. :( this wk, ill be taking 6 pills every morning n evening. bleaghs. the 3 weeks aft tt will be better :) will only have to take about 6-8 pills everyday. :) but for now, yixin is sad :(

Monday, February 25, 2008

different?

spoke to wm online just now (when i signed in onto my old msn account) and wad he said kind of stunned me. i mean, seriously, i never knew that changing a hairstyle/putting on a dress/changing wad i wear can mean so much difference! omg. (refer to my wordpress post on self-presentation too) i mean, i realised that people who dress up do look better. but i didnt know it can totally change the perception of a person by even people who alr noe him/her!

mebbe its time for me to wake up n get new clothes. hmmmm.

Friday, February 22, 2008

tired

do not bother me about aaef stuff right now. do not do that. i am too tired both physically and emotionally. urgh.

n my gastric's bothering me. very badly. i will take the meds n go slp soon i think. bt i dont feel like sleeping now. haiz.. tired worx....

excursion today. wont blog about it much. cos its really nth much. dont get me wrong, its interesting and i enjoyed learning about the diff stuff tt i nvr knew abt. bt nw, im jz too tired. and i dont have any pics either lol. so ...... yes.

元宵节快乐!!!

哦。。新的一年又过去了!嘻嘻。。该说,新年又过了。哎。。。时间过得好快哦!!!还没及时将它抓住,它就已经又再溜走了。。=( 元宵到了,就这样子,十五天的新年又过了。。。唔。。看来我的家庭还算挺传统的吧。。元宵节还一起吃晚饭哩。。

introducing the family..........

daddy!! (didnt take pics of sis, bro was working, mom was out)


lovebirds of the family: cousin and cousin-in-law :) *just married!*


my second aunt n uncle


the three cousins.. qs, py and ps


ps and zp!! :)

we went to The Rail Mall for dinner!!! (waha... only 5mins walk away!!). at long last, i finally went to Let's Clap! hahahahahahahahas. the food is not bad lar (except for the dessert omg wat an utterly disappointing dessert!)





chinese restaurant style éntree - peanuts and *ahem* green papayas

first dish:

ginseng chicken!! (i didnt try it for the simple fact that i dont like ginseng LOL)

second dish:

codfish! omg. the codfish is seriously good. seriously. it's a mean dish of codfish.

third dish:

蘑菇猪手 in other words, trotters. it's mean!!!!

fourth dish:

brocolli with scallops and prawn. the prawn is good lol. but i think the brocolli's a little overcooked. i like my brocollis with a crunch!

fifth dish:

deer meat! omg. i didnt dare try it. brrrrr. can u imagine the deer is so cute and bouncing ard the forest (think of disney pixar animations!!!) can u still eat it? can you? huh? huh? huh?

sixth dish:

tofu with 金针菇 and 帝王苗. the tofu was good.. as for the other two veg, i dont eat them :P

dessert:

yes. the horrible dessert. it's supposed to be yam paste with gingko nuts. can you even see the yam???? yes, it is as unappetising as it looks. no gingko nuts, no yam. yucks. horrible. i prefer uncle eric's yam paste. *drools at the thought of it*


seriously, was it that good? some of it, yes. but thinking about the yam paste, brrrrrrrs.

some other interesting pics tt i'll upload tomorrow! (or mebbe tonight it depends :))

Thursday, February 21, 2008

元宵节

happy 元宵节 everybody! :D

was gonna blog about the yuan xiao dinner we had. BUT i'm tired (and too full) and i've got my zad to do.

so yixin is *burp**yawns* gonna blog about my scope tdy n the yuan xiao thing tomorrow (if i can) :)


yixin thanks all my lurvely lurvely ba peeps!!! omg.. i'm so 感动.. *HUGGGS!!!!!!!**muahhs!!!* i love u guys!! :) u make me feel so loved. :)

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

i'm sorry

boy:

















forgive me for my selfishness. forgive me.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

3) linlin's bdae!!

today (officially it is alr!!!! :P) is linlin's bdae!!! weets! congrats on turning 21 babe :D

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 21ST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hope u liked the present we bought for u :) n enjoyed the time together today :) shopping and eating :)

this is the dearest birthday girl, our friend 0_o" :P

mr chrispy loves her, and similarly, she adores him too! :) see hw cute they are together?


and very obviously, this unphotoshopped version has been kope-ded from princess linlin's blog! :) (i alr informed her on her blog hor!)


looky the ba lurvelies @ sushi tei (waiting for the food lol) and me n xueyi were on this side n cldnt be in the pic :(

she looks happy with the present...

don't you??????? *ahem**ahem* =P

the 3 of us, linlin, xueyi n me, stayed behind to shop shop shop shop! :D

and yes, do not doubt this, we were in the toilet :)

and after walking around for about 2hours, both of them got very very nice tops!!!! (but me didnt!!!) *sobs* but, *CHEERS!* i managed to save money like tt lol - not buying anything i mean =D

so we headed home (quite separately cos we're all taking different bus/transport home) at ard 7 (xueyi, im nt gg to mention tt lampshade =P) and while i was waiting in line for my 963.... i slid open my phone and *horror of horrors!* theres a missed call frm M!! so i called back and guess wad.. we then decided to meet... bt id have to wait for near on 3hrs! cos he'll only knock off at abt 9+.

so i went starbucks.. n bought my Mocha Frappucino (my usual Starbucks order)! n sat down. n... started to write. about nth just write. (in case u didnt know, i love writing. just writing. pen and paper writing. that does not apply to examinations =D) so i started to pen a letter to M.

then there was a little 插曲 in the middle but lets not go there. the end pdt? we did meet after all :) at about 915? 9? didnt look at the time. spent a couple of hours tgt, (and i saved some transport money) n hm i am again. bt its been a happy day :) nth but happiness tdy :) (and tiredness at this point in time too) *yawns!*

yixin is going to bed. soon.

i know i'm tired when .. I see media information on wmp and it reads "Peggy Lee" but i read it as "Piggy Lee" and i could still wonder why there was a singer named "piggy" -.-" gdnite folks.

2) qx house update

im sry qx, if the pics are horrible. i was spazing out, am spazing out, is spazing out atm. yes.

when you walk all the way up the slope (that according to qx's timing n speed takes about 4min7secs), you will turn right n turn to your left and this is what you see - the first view of the famous qx house:

pretty right? :) me lurves contemporary :)

and then u'll walk further and turn left to prepare to go into the gates and see this:

see that tiny little bit right at the top? yes, tts mr. qx's floor. yes, do not doubt me, that is mr. qx's floor. no, he doesn't have one room to himself. he has a whole 5th storey to himself. the one with the beautiful balcony:


that opens into a very good view that you can hardly get in singapore these days:

it's a very open and unobstructed view. albeit the fact that view here refers to a wide range/spectrum of concrete structures. but hey, normally in sg u can seldom see more than 100m without ur vision being blocked by a whole concrete jungle. so, this is great. u can get freshest fresh air too!

and this privileged guy has his own bathroom (with a tub!):


and gets a (kind of) view (into the neighbour's house - sort of) from his bedroom (going to be):


and even in his (going to be) STUDY ROOM!:

*laments* the unobstructedness of staying in a taller-than-all-your-other-neighbours building!

and his wardrobe:

(me is jealous)

and because he's taking the entire 5th floor, he has his own "personal staircase":

where there is the most beautiful wallpaper! and he doesnt really see the beauty in it. oh my dots. what a perfect waste (sometimes)

ok. enough of irritating 大少爷s. moving on to the house again,

when you go into the gates, this is what you see first:

a huuuuuuge open space (that we can play bball or sth in :P)

and a biiiiiiiiiiiig parking space.

yes. it can park about 3 more of his car (n sry i didnt edit off the plate. mebbe when i'm free-er?)

and me lurves this portion (of the huuuuuuuge open space):

methinks that brick wall n bamboo is puuuuurfect. i love both. :) it's my kind of perfect.

and looky the master bedroom!!! (which is quite cluttered frm the moving)


the main "attractions" of the master bedroom? the jacuzzi tub:


the huge bathroom:

don't see how huge it is? well, its so big tt i cant take it in a single pic. put the above pic to the left side of the jacuzzi tub and photoshop it tgt. thats the bathroom (half of it)

and it looks like a hotel! (the classy type of course):

and again, pardon my phototaking (non-existent) skills for (yet another) horrible pic.

and the walk in wardrobe:

and of course, again, due to my short hands and proportionately short torso, i cant really take a far-off pic (and due to certain restrictions too) it doesnt look as attractive as it does in real life.

and there's a lot of greenery around the place too!! which i absolutely love!


(even in the loo)


at the most beautiful staircase


the 2nd floor garden (from the 3rd floor vantage)


same garden, different view. from another perspective :) it's peaceful - serene - somehows.

and my favourite:

the garden on the second floor!! oh my.. it's beeeeaaauuuutiful.

and looky the huge living area:


and i simply could not pass up a chance at taking a pic of this:

:P

i really love the second floor though:

looky the brilliant brick wall n bamboo!!!! purfect!

and the great furniture (i'm a very "nature" person. i love teak/wood/nature-themed furniture):


and of course, by specific specific (and repeated) reminders, this is the main piece of the whole set!

the sun-bathing chair. oh my. given me, i simply cant slather sunblock n taint this beautiful piece of art with anything even with a towel beneath me!!! it's too beautiful. too beautiful. (yixin is too tired to photoshop/edit anything. ps lar!)

ok, tts it for now. cos its abt done alr. except for the kitchen. i mean, i've yet to update abt the kitchen. but yixin has to move on. cos my stomach's drumming, n my eyes are closing...