Thursday, February 28, 2008

feeling horrible

he sent a vid to me to test out the com. smhw i cried wen i saw it.

nth has ever been d same since 10.23.07. i know there isnt anyone (nt atm) who loves me as much as u do. i know nobody (atm) will treat me as much like a princess like u do, and wont take so much effort just for me. i do know that. i also know that now, no one can read my mind better than u or understand me better than u. maybe, even i myself dont understand myself as much as you do understand me. maybe.


the meds sux. super strong. i dont know if i can take it. for a whole week i'll have to suffer like this? and 3more weeks aft tt? crap happens. n i havent been able to muster enough strength to do my report. directions say:"discontinue use if skin rashes develop" i half hope that i will develop rashes so i dont have to take the meds anymore.


highlight(s) of yesterday (in chronological order):
1) saw allan wu jogging outside botanic gardens. topless. man is he H-O-T. hes got muscles, but not too much and lean too! the super just nice n great looking kind of muscles. he's got a freakin' good bod.
2) saw 2pairs of butterflies having sex. its prolly the mating season. i just wonder: how can they have sex when they're in flight? im puzzled.
pics tomorrow (bout ydae).


do not ever. EVER take me for granted.
everything i do i will do my best. dont take it for granted. dont ever accuse me of doing otherwise.


can anyone give me an elixir for happiness?

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