friends!

good friends who are always ready with witty comments always brighten up my day.

so much has been happening in my life lately. things that keep pulling me down, and wanting me to stay down. but ive been down there, ive been down there a long long time. and now, all i want to go is up. i dont want to get pulled down and pushed down again.

i thank all my friends for being here for me so i wont stay down there. did u guys noe, that just by being there, just by being who you guys are, you really help me so much. help me to remain being who i am. and to remain standing strong to who i am. many many special thanks to u all ba lurvelies. n of cos, mr chrispy sometimes always happens to say sth funny and i see it at the end of a really tiring day n it cheers me up too. thanks u too chrispy :)


yixin dunno why shes been in a horrid mood since sunday.


things to complete:
1) acz report (which oso means i have to start to think about the qn tt i wanna do)
2) acc202.2 report
3) acc201 test to study for
4) acc202.2 test to study for

yesh. msyixin is so dead.

i do not want to think about the test tt i did in the afternoon. im guessing it was horrible. i didnt even manage to finish up two pages of stuff. -correction- i got stuck at 1.25 pages. bleaghs.


why is it that when people show me explicitly that they care (e.g. asking me to talk to them about stuffs) the more i keep it to myself? the worse i will feel? the more i feel like crying? how can i bear to worry you when all you're carrying is heavy enough?

yixin is a 使涂癖 girl.



sometimes i dont say stuff not only cos i dont want to worry anyone or bother anyone unnecessarily, but oso because i dont noe why im feeling the way im feeling, so i dont see a point in worrying other ppl for no reason. u of all ppl should noe, that no matter wat u say, i will still keep my probs to myself. until i reach beyond my breaking point. kw: i noe u noe, i noe u care. bt sometimes, ur caring makes me feel worse. i noe u mean the best for me, i noe you just mean well.

i jus wanna cuddle u. you dont have to do anything, or say anything, just let me noe tt u are there. somewhere, just there. jus need to noe tt u are there. tts all.


-it's the simplest things that count-