yes, i dont regret loving anyone, though i always got hurt.. i dont regret hurting.. and like i told van, if i ever regret anything in life, anything at all, it would be that i didn't study harder in sec sch and jc.. and that i once let my parents down and made them worry so much for me.. after all, we are all but lone souls, if we don't love, how do we live? i guess frm my char, i noe tt i will keep trusting, continue trusting (blindly or nt), continue loving, continue giving all of my best and even more than that, to whoever wants it from me or needs it from me. and even if nobody needs it, ill still continue to give nth less than my best to everyone. cos i guess tts wad everyone deserves.. just... dont stretch me to my breaking point, i guess.
would i have chosen a different path? would i have chosen not to love? would i have chosen to mistrust? to question? to doubt? if you gave me a second shot at everything again, i'll tell you, i'd do everything exactly the same way, but i'll try to make more mistakes along the way i guess.. so i keep learning. and ill study harder, treat my parents better, be more understanding, caring, giving.. ill listen more, talk less, observe more, watch more, see more, do more and slack less.. ill push myself to learn more. through reading, listening, watching, everything, every single way that i can.. i dont believe in absorbing information from a single source.. i believe in absorbing all-rounded information from various sources.. tts my way of learning i guess :) different ppl got different learning styles :)
dad's home from taiwan!!! *yays* :)
talking to van brought back a lot of childhood memories.. hai.. the happiness and carefree-ness of childhood days.. only to be relived in memories.. but oh wells.. it makes me happy :) hahas!
im feeling so much better nw aft talking to van lol. and aft all d love pouring in from california!! (special thanks to jr who made it a pt to ask me if i were feeling better tho he was rushing off to work) :) *special e-huggs!*
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