memories..?

he kinda reminds me of u. hw he listens and rmbs wat ive said in previous conversations. ya he does.

is it hw i think it is? yixin is confused. so confused. this thing is getting complicated. hw shall i handle this? but then again, is it how i think it is? i'm not sure of it myself.

im really confused. it's keeping me up at night. i keep tossing and turning and tho im so tired frm the meds, i just cant sleep.


i still rmb how fiercely stubborn i was back in sec sch. tt even on my migraine days (which was everyday) i still wouldnt take the meds tho the pain was so bad tt it hurt even to turn my head, the pain escalated whenever i made any single action.

and now, if i cant slp, i succumb to the temptations of the pills sometimes. i try not to take them, bt sometimes when i cant stop thinking abt some things, things that make me cry, things that make me cringe in pain every time i think about it, i once again succumb to the temptations. im nt as strong as i think i am i guess. maybe my strength just wore off over the years.