silent carers

this is a kind of like reply thing to the comment (tt someone idk who left on my blog). hehx. i mean it like it is. i dont know who it is. and, urm, idk why my tagboard is screwing up either. :S

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... *ponders**sighs* idk wat to say really. :S

but.. like i told kw the other night, i just dont say anything. like, anything. i jz bury it somewhere deep in my heart (okay, not so deep cos they still surface from time to time when the monsoon arrives =S) its jz sth abt me i guess. hai. i just dont know how to say wad i feel, and i dont know what to say either. it's like someone took a hammer and some nails and clamped my mouth shut with a sealed lock. maybe im jz sick up there? hai.

but it's heartening and heartwarming to noe tt someone out there cares.. :) n yes, before u guys start scolding me, a lot of someone out there care for me :) but it's special and different when there's a person you don't know (like, really dont know, like a stranger kind of don't know) and that person showed tt (s)he cares enough to tell u stuff? idk wad im talking about nw actually. brrs. maybe its the fever getting to my head.


went for a lovely lunch with the ba lurvelies tdy. really full. i mean, bloated. yup den went sim lim wid daddy to buy the canon powershot G9. boos. got quite a gd price i think :) but oh wells then again.

my internet's broke down yet again! yippees yays. boos. :(

n yixin is stuck at home. im so sick of being stuck at home. anyone wants to go out at night?? please please please jio me out...... cos im collecting dust at home and im festering and rotting and vegetating and becoming biofuels! :( (and becoming fat too!)


and yes i think i may be going to the doc's later. :(

on second thoughts, wad an utter waste of money. maybe not then.