exam fever

two exams coming up, and a whole lot of forum stuff to handle. and somehow, my sister can always manage to piss me off. never fails.

just watched The Secret yesterday. yes, i know im freaking late. but at least i watched it. hai. im jealous -kinda- hehx. why "kinda"? cos i know i don't practise. bleaghs. maybe if i practised i will be closer to that standard. i may not ever reach there, but at least i'll be closer? *hopefully*

-renewed inspiration to start practising and working towards my diplomas- but as usual, i kind of know that this inspiration will only last until i start getting busy again. hai. so yixin's piano is kind of decided - 1st, to go for teaching dip (i think) then i will go for my performance dips. hai. hopefully it will work out that way.

i have not started studying for my exams. tt sux. i have to start. soon. soon enough. (i hope). you know, i really have to stop all this undermining my own comments kind of stuff. *bleaghs*


things always happen. they will always happen. whether there's a reason behind it, i guess i'll never know. but i'll still try to keep my head held up high and take everything as it comes.