Friday, March 21, 2008

Eed Ommi Saeed!!!!!! (and random branches of thought)

to all mothers out there,

Eed Ommi Saeed!!!!!

that's Happy Mothers' Day in arabic. :P yes, Saudi Arabia's mothers' day is today. check out the international dates for mothers' day! i nvr knew there were so many mothers' day(s)! how seriously ignorant can i be? so i checked out fathers' day as well and my, have i been a mountain tortoise all my life! *whew*

wells, as far as wiki goes, there are only a few dates internationally for Valentine's day (a.k.a. St. Valentine's Day), the two main ones are 14th Feb (internationally recognised), and the 七夕 which falls on the 7th day of the 7th lunar calender. but since the japanese don't really follow the lunar calender now, 七夕 is celebrated in japan on the 7th day of the 7th month in the Gregorian calender as well. :) which equates to: 2 Valentine's Day in the world! :) but there are equivalents to valentines day in other cultures as well. including Slovenia which celebrates it on 12th march as St. Gregory's Day. :)

i love wiki. :) -most of the time- :P



wei, please don't ask me any more of this kind of questions. I want to treat you as a friend now. only a friend. don't wait for me. you will only make me feel worse. if i had known it, i will definitely not go out with you le. i don't want to give you false hope. i don't want you to think that because i agree to go out with you, and hang out with you, that i will patch up with you now. i know you still check my blog every single day without fail. you should know me best. most things, i find it to communicate best by writing or typing it out so i'm saying it here. i hope you give yourself, your own life, and other people a chance. this is not the end of the world for you. why do you keep locking yourself up in this vicious circle? i keep pushing you to meet other girls because of one simple fact that i want you to go out and live your life. i know you only started to open up to people after being with me. i don't want you to close yourself up again. please, if you want to make me happy, if you really want to make me happy, then go out and live your life. live a colourful life. please. do it for yourself. do you really want to grow old and think about your life and then stop at this age and think: oh my goodness. my life from the age of 18 to 22 is an absoloute void with nothing in it? wei, i sincerely want you to move on. please. i am not worth it for you to lose any sleep over me. here's a quote for you:"nobody is worth your tears. the only person who's worth your tears won't let you have any." i'm not that girl, kw. if i am, i wont break your heart, i wont make you cry, i wont make you so upset now. i know you too well. i know you will argue. i just hope you look at this logically and rationally and not emotionally.

cant i love guys only as friends? why must you all always try to take things a step further? can't we remain friends? is it so hard? why must you put me in such agony? this is all making me feel horrible about myself. maybe yixin shouldnt be here at all. right?

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