random thoughts

have been clocking a lot of hours on my handphone these days, with calls from Jy and JL. n my ear's kind of burning cos i only talk on one side (i have this very particular side preference thing going on). the last time i used so much phone i think was like ... never. ive never been a particularly phone person. maybe it's becos no one ever really calls me to just chit chat. or sth. or the other. idk what im talking about really. hai.

yixin doesnt really know what shes doing. hai. am trying to do my acz assignment.

i guess my body's starting to cope with the medicine cos these days it dont feel that bad. i still get really tired and drowsy but its not as bad as the first two days that i started on the meds. i hope i can get through monday and wed's lessons. hai.

yixin shld get more clothes i guess. esp attachment's gonna be for 5weeks! n maybe yixin shld start takin more pics. was looking through our family's album and guess what. yixin has almost no photos at all for memories (there were only 2 photos with me in it during my whole 6years of sec sch and jc). it's like .. some part of me is missing. especially in family photos. the entire family's there, n u arent. now that i think about it, now that i look at it, i really missed out a lot of memories somehow. so maybe i shld take this time to start taking pics i guess.

n i think i shld start to have higher self-esteem i guess. n better self-perception. ppl ard me are starting to make me feel like: hey, maybe i'm not as bad as i thought. maybe i can be a much better person. maybe i am a much better person than ive always thought, and than ive always been told (by certain members of The Family).

i still cant get a good and stable internet connection. hai.

i shld start getting motivated to do my assignments. i really should. but i really cant think of what to write for my acz assignment! halps!!!!!