acz completion! (and random stuff)

hahas. i have finally hit the word minimum for the acz assignment. BUT it's all crap and nth else. and i havent edited it yet. i'm still thinking whether i am going to edit it later.

yixin is so tired. yixin did not sleep at all last night. i mean, did not sleep at all. hai. was talking on the phone with Jy for a bit. then i cldnt get to sleep. so, it's the usual stuff. tossing, turning, tossing, and turning again, and tossing again... before i decided to get up and might as well start doing my acz assignment. how high is that?

got to about 800 words (inc. punctuation tt is) then i decided: only another 1000 words or so more. might as well leave it till tomorrow. so i tried to go to slp again. bt, didnt work either. left the computer on tho.. got up tried to connect to the internet (time and time again it failed. failed. failed) then i gave up on that too. n idk hw i tahan-ed till this morning. but around 7+ i juz went to shower. and i havent slept since.

so i havent slept since .. lemme see .. hmmm .. 8am yesterday morning perhaps? hai. yixin is tired. but yixin wont take the pills tdy cos idk if i can mix the pills. as in, idk if taking the pills now will have any effect/reaction to the antibiotics and stuff tt im taking.

so anyways, been reading the Merck Manual of Medical Information (selective topics. of course, my fav topics are : sleep disorders, digestive system :P) so, this bacteria in my stomach is called the helicobacter pylori bacteria. it's like a common bacteria tt gets in a lot of people's stomachs. some ppl dont develop any symptoms, others (like me) develop symptoms like nausea, sharp acute pain in the upper abdomen. so apparently my symptoms were quite strong tts y i had such strong meds. hai. got to do a "blow test" (no, not blowjob! u dirty minds out there. blow as in like the traffic police testing for alcohol levels kind of blow test) in apr. which = MORE MONEY TO BE SPENT. yixin is really sad. hai.

so in any case, tomorrow's full day lessons. hai. daddy n mommy keep asking me: u sure u monday can go sch or not? cos seriously, i will keep falling asleep or sth. cos i have to say, the meds really kick in a punch. hai. i do not want to think about monday's lessons. i'll have to go, i guess. cant really take MC for "drowsiness due to medication". right? hai. lets see how. my dearest dr. kenneth khoo is open at 830am so i might pop over just to see if i can get an MC. hahas. if i can, good. if i cant, i'll have to cab to sch or sth. lol. i dont think i'll do that lar. slackeroo style. (but hey! tts me!!! oh gawrsh ... *rolleyes*)

--> can't you tell? tt yixin's going crazy?

oh and anyways, things been getting complicated. hai. i really dont know what to do! i only have myself to blame for this sticky situation. im stuck. i dont wanna lose my friends. i dont wanna lose what i fought for. but, am i holding on only becos i fought for it? only becos i want to prove that i can outlast u? if tts d case, im letting go. cos there's no point in that.