terrible day

firstly, it's a monday. secondly, it's the monday after recess week. urgh. well, and I still have to take my medicine. and i was literally tortured through the six full hours of lessons. cos i was so drowsy. esp kctan's class i was really losing it alr. i thought i'd have kinda adapted to the meds well enough to cope with it but no, that wasn't the case. my brain kept shutting down and rebooting itself at very regular intervals. plus, a side effect of the meds is having an upset stomach and i had to rush out of a class cos of that (not like i was really listening but i really was trying to pay attention and listen my brain just kept shutting down). and i felt really nauseous all day too. haiz.

and when i gt home, i took my meds (the before meal one) before gg to shower. n before i knew it, i was puking into the toilet bowl like there was no tomorrow. hai. i think i threw up the meds. :( i felt nauseous to the point of puking aft dinner too. lucky i havent taken the after meal pills yet.

went downstairs to get some water for the pills, and suddenly felt really nauseous, so i left the pills on the cupboard in the living room. daddy happened to walk pass and he was like: huh! these are the pills u have to take ar?!? 5pills everytime?!?! so much u have to take one time ar??! and i was like: yea! and rushing to the toilet just in time to lock the door and throw up in the toilet bowl. hai.

sorry, these few posts have all been about how horrible i'm feeling. :( it's been a lot of sad posts recently i guess. im sorry. hai. when i feel better, i'll blog more abt happier stuff. and i havent uploaded the pics of the taiwan friends and ah-bu either. and more pics of qianqian.

for now, im too tired. (i fell asleep at the dining table) yixin shld really get some rest tonight i guess.


im sry i had to make tt decision. i dont expect u to understand. i dont want to explain. you, being as eligible as you are, shldnt have probs moving on. it hurt wen u called me a b****. but. i will live with it to keep my sanity. i want to be myself.

yixin is going to rest soon.

thanks chrispy for the get well wish. :) i didnt expect it from u. :) thank you.. really. :) and to the most lurvely ba peeps who had to put up with my sian-ness tdy. sorry y'all.. i'll make it up to u guys one day? promise i'll be higher on wed! (hopefully cos theres a morning dose on wed. :( *crosses my fingers and prays that wed's going to be better*) i love u all!!!! *huggs!!!**muahhs!!!*