IT'S SO GREAT TO FEEL LOVED BY YOUR FRIENDS!!!
i know i havent received any smses or anything these past few days (very minimal lar) and stuff and stuff and stuff.. but actually, even reading through old tagboard msges is quite meaningful. at least i noe, somewhere along the way, somewhere, sometime, i was still a "fun" person to hang out with. i hope i still am actually :S lol.
was out with the three bro (two out of three) and lao gao n kw ydae (they were great. helping me to forget some stuff - tho they didnt manage to stop my tears from falling but they were a great help tho i dont think they even meant to be. i mean, they didnt know what happened lar). the da ge (eldest bro) n lao gao and the second bro was looking at me all strange ydae when i just saw them. then i knew why. see, i havent seen them in like .. what? six months?
so they were like: 你为什么瘦那么多？怎样瘦下来的？真的瘦很多leh! -- hai. what was i to say? hw i lost almost 4-5kg in one week tt time? how i dropped from 53kg to 48kg in that one single week? i told kw jz nw. abt why i cld do it. i know he feels bad abt it. i didnt wanna tell him cos i knew he would. bt i guess he'd still have to know cos he has the right to. -- so anyways, i had to make up an excuse about how ive got chronic stomach problems (which is true, btw. it just doesnt work the way i told him it does) n sometimes am unable to ingest any food. it was an excuse. probably a bad one. yes, i do have chronic stomach probs tt make me unable to ingest food sometimes, but .. that does not result in weight loss. it results in gastric pain n gastric cramps :S so yes. most times i will still force myself to eat (tho knowing full way i will most probably throw them all up later on still) but i will still force myself to eat no matter how horrible it is.
-renewing positivity--renewing confidence- *jiayous!* dont get affected. dont get affected. jiayou jiayou jiayous. renew ur energy girl. rmb ur promise to urself. no more tears now.
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